A Family Torn Asunder by cindy123
Dean's hurt and John blames Sam. Will Dean awaken to the family he knew or will the Winchesters be forever broken.    long
And The Light Shows How Broken You Are by Celestialfeathers
This is Sam Winchester's life. Take it as you will.
All the Lonely People by taichiyagamis
Sam's not the same anymore.
Alphabet Soup by CosmicParasite
Sam's spiraling downward, drowning in teenage angst and possibly depression while Dean's left to pick up the pieces. And John? Well, he's oblivious to the whole matter. unfinished
A Second To Last Chance by AngstyAly
Sam Winchester shot himself nine years ago, leaving Adam and Dean to pick up the pieces of their lives and take on their father's hunt for the yellow-eyed demon. Now they've been zapped back into the past, just in time to stop their teenage brother from pulling the trigger.  WIP
A Secret Hell by DarkandtwistyGirl
Sam looks at Dean angrily, and says. 'So now you care? Where were you when' Sam stops himself mere seconds from revealing his awful secret, but Dean can tell that Sam was about to say something.
Consequences by skag trendy
'What happens now? I mean, I'm no use to you now right?'
Enough by maxandkiz
E/O Challenge double drabble A teenage Sam's thoughts after a hunt gone wrong.
Getting Out by SupernaturallyEgocentric
The one consolation about this shit storm of a life? It wasn't likely to be a long one.
Heavy Affliction by ShhUrDead678
On a hunt, Dean and John learn some things about Sam he has been holding out on.
Keep Holding On by PrinceofHell
Sam's got a crush on his 17 year old brother. He knows it's wrong, but he knows he can't help it either. Someone a very not-nice someone at his school suspects something weird is going on with him and does something about it. It all goes downhill.
Never an Absolution by skag trendy
Sam cops the blame when a vital piece of equipment is damaged on a hunt. But things become convoluted when their next hunt results in an injured big brother, and John’s anger seems to be spiralling out of control.
Never Give In by blackxrosexdying
What do you do when the voice just won't stop? WIP updated 2013-02-28
Nothing by ymasp
What happens when it all becomes too much for a 14 year old Sammy? WIP
Pole Jumper by Rainnboots
When a Winchester is standing on the hand-rail of a bridge, hand barely gripping the light post as he weighs jumping, who's there to talk to him down? His brother, of course.
Proof of Being A Winchester by LaurenEP18
You and dad will be fine without me around. Actually, I bet you will be better off.
Punching in a dream by Felix Felicious
After being told he can't go to Stanford, Sam is found with his wrists slit in an apparent suicide attempt. Only thing is, he doesn't remember doing it.
Stuck by brightly_lit
Things go from bad to worse in a small Wyoming town until Sam and Dean are stranded in the middle of nowhere in a blizzard, where there's nothing to do but talk about all the things they've never been able to before--things that may be better left unsaid.
The Importance of Being Sam Winchester by ithuriel788
Sam Winchester knew what was important and what wasn't. After all, it had been drilled into him all his life.
Three Rings and a Hang Up by Fuzzball457
Dean doesn't know where the feeling comes from, but it's strong and panicky and it sends his heart into a gallop. His fingers freeze on the door knob and the greetings die on his lips. The feeling doubles and he knows he needs to find Sam, like yesterday.
You Better Start Swimming by Alex L. Kerr
Sam is abducted - kidnapped - for a month by a teacher who knows about the demon blood inside Sam. Sam and Dean struggle to stay afloat -and stick together- after the trauma.
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