March 1st, 2013


Updates/Additions to Suicidal Sam - Compendium I- March 1, 2013

Updates/Additions to the Suicidal!Sam Compendium I

Moved: All stories with character death (either explicit or at least strongly implied) to separate post here:
Suicidal!Sam Compendium II

Removed: The Dumbest Thing Sam Winchester Almost Did - deleted by author

Added (New Categories):

The Penny Dropped

(Southern Hurt/Comfort)

Testing Lucifer's Promise

(Sam Decides to Cheat)

Added (Stories):

Dean would be better off

Fractured Fairytale
by dean_and_sammy
Set after Dean told Sam to pick a hemisphere and hung up on him in S5. Sam realizes that he has to stop Lucifer from taking him for a vessel. At all costs.

There's a Gun In Your Hand (And It's Pointed At Your Head) by TheResurrectionist
Sam can't take it anymore. Can Dean? Written for the prompt, "I crawled out of hell once. Don't make me do it again."

Testing Lucifer's Promise

When Satan Takes You Over by sylvia37
After his talk with Dean in the panic room, Sam decides that the only way to keep Dean from saying "yes" to Michael is to take things into his own hands so he enlists Castiel's help. WIP


The World as we Know It by debbiel66
“You were right, what you said on the phone. You were right about all of it. I don’t blame you, Dean. I won’t try and stop you.”

failure to communicate by hardlygolden
After the flash of light faded, all that was left is the two of them. Coda to 4.22.

I Started the Apocalypse

Detox by no_candle_mom
Sam lowered his head and nodded slightly. “He… Adam said that you’d be better off without me,” he admitted in a whisper.


Kings of Medicine by duffmansean
Dean strikes a bargain with Death in exchange for something Sam lost... but not without complications.

Becoming the Devil by fuckyeahlucifersupernatural
Lucifer is trapped in the Cage, but it hardly matters. You don’t need the Devil to become the Devil.

heart keeps beating like a hammer by The_Bookkeeper (also here)
Sam isn't suicidal, exactly. He just sometimes considers his options.

His Master's Voice by de_nugis
Sam can still hear him.

Violins Aren't That Bad by Desertfyre
As if in a trance, Sam opened his mouth and inserted the gun without moving his eyes from Lucifer.


No Exit by interflora
I don’t want to do this anymore.