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Updates/Additions to the Suicidal!Sam Compendium I



12 stories. Mostly new, plus a couple of oldies I'd missed. I'm happy to take suggestions, btw. I tend to exclude long fics in which suicide is a minor component of the story - but I will consider adding them if someone wants to point me to the chapter where Sammy attempts the deed.

Teen!chesters


Enough by maxandkiz
E/O Challenge double drabble A teenage Sam's thoughts after a hunt gone wrong.

I'm all you need by obliviousworlds
One shot. ""When you get back...I'll be gone. I-I can't do this anymore...I l-love you Dean. Thanks for taking c-care of me..."

The Importance of Being Sam Winchester by ithuriel788
Sam Winchester knew what was important and what wasn't. After all, it had been drilled into him all his life.

Voicemail


Epiphany by Mizu Iruka
Sam Winchester, vessel for Lucifer, decides to never say yes. And no matter what, he'll stick by that.

Testing Lucifer's Promise


Epiphany by Mizu Iruka
Sam Winchester, vessel for Lucifer, decides to never say yes. And no matter what, he'll stick by that.

On the Side of the Road by jasmineisland
Prompt: Back in season 5, after Dean and Sam split up; Sam hitchhikes, thing is, the angels are out to tear him apart.

It ends when you can't take it anymore


On The Edge by center_galaxy
"He's standing on a cliffside somewhere in California. He's looking down at the endless blue sea before him, which spreads out as far as the eye can see. If he were to take a step right now, he could end it all."


UST/Wincest


What Do You Want Me To Be? by fic_freaknout
When Sam breaks, will Dean be able to notice in time?


The Penny Dropped


The Worst Kind of Freedom by gammadolphin
The things Dean said to his brother while under the influence of the cursed penny broke something inside of Sam.


Noncon


On the Side of the Road by jasmineisland
Prompt: Back in season 5, after Dean and Sam split up; Sam hitchhikes, thing is, the angels are out to tear him apart.


None of the Above



Like Groundhog Day by foolscapper
Prompt: " . . . during Mystery Spot. So, after countless Tuesdays, let's say Sam's gotten a little desperate."

Needed by noobieninja
Dean is the eldest, Adam is the beloved little brother, and Sam is left to pick up the pieces of himself every time his family shatters him.

Rage and Love by DisenchantedDestroya
There's only so much someone can take before they snap, before they do something desperate. And it looks like Sam's just snapped. Set somewhere in Season Five. Suicidal thoughts and self-harm. Sastiel.

Unloved by Skye1963
Sam believes that he is unloved so much he wants to die. Then a visitor tells him differently.

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Comments

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rirren
Sep. 19th, 2013 03:01 pm (UTC)
Suicidal!Sam fic
This is a long fic so it's up to you if you want to include it but the attempted suicide happens in chapter 22 (with the build-up to Sam's decision in chapter 21).
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2939274

ithuriel788
Sep. 21st, 2013 03:36 pm (UTC)
Re: Suicidal!Sam fic
This totally fits the arbitrary criteria in my head for what gets included. And makes me think I need a new category (working header = Under the Influence) for stories in which Sam gets a supernatural nudge over the edge.
rirren
Sep. 25th, 2013 11:38 am (UTC)
Re: Suicidal!Sam fic
Ooh, awesome, glad you can use it.
And I like the new category title too!
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